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And suddenly he’s crying. Crying like he’s never cried before.
In that matter, he wonders if he’s brought this upon himself. He feels as if the everything he’s ever done has suddenly led up to this point, and if he had made a different decision at some point in his life. Maybe he wouldn’t be in this situation. Maybe if when he was six, and he stepped on that crack to get back at his mom for yelling at him, maybe this wouldn’t be happening. Maybe if when he was twelve he hadn’t stuck a tack on his teacher’s chair, maybe this wouldn’t be happening.
But nothing can change this right now, he’s dying and there’s nothing he can do about it.
One part of him is laughing at his own misfortune, and the other part of him is resenting every bit of himself for allowing himself to be taken over by two different people.
All in all, it doesn’t matter. At this point his breaths are coming out in short gasps and he just doesn’t know what to do, so he lays down. And breaths steadily through his nose.
Until his breathing stops completely.